Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Back to origin =]

Ops...expected!
I know that I will back to like a normal students one day.
It's sounds like sad sad...haha...

But I enjoyed my life so much for this sem.
although my studies are drop till like shit ! =.=
but I'm SPECIAL in my Lord's eyes...

He can see through my heart, my behavior and everything.
because He created me to this world at 1.11.1992
but I always disappointed Him...Sorry Lord !

I still need your guidance, Lord.
There are still so many things I haven't face yet.
Thanks Lord for giving me this opportunity to try this !

Final exam??! just take it easily...
I'm not give up in this final, I will try my best because I'm special.
I'm a Christian that's belong to my Lord ! Amen.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

I'm so tired !!

Finally I can have a good rest for this weekend...
Sorry that I absent from BB activities for this Saturday
Cuz I really feel tired indeed especailly this few weeks !!

A lot of assignments and test had ruined my life !!
But now can consider a bit free...lol,just left economic's assignment haven't distribute yet.
Had a nice BBQ party with my fellow classmates last Thursday night.
Haha..I'm enjoy so much at that time.

Thanks to my Lord blessings my way home safely at that night.
And also thanks to the "organizer",Thinesh and Melvin,but I hope they will more focus on their studies and don't skip class again !!
Haha...until here !

P/s : Enjoy life to the max with the guidance of God !! =)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

18 of Sept 2010

Before that, I thought today is the most panic day for me.
I'm feel very stress and I just treat it like doomsday.
haha...

Thanks to my Lord again,He arrange it well for me on that day.
Today is my law's test day and the assignment due date. This both tasks is the most exhausting day for me.

But God is so miracle, He helps me to overcome my fear on that day.
He know that I don't have enough time to finish my assignment on that day.
During class time, my lecturer said that she had delayed our assignment due date to next Thursday ! I'm feel shot at that time and I know that this is the arrangement by my lovely God. It's great ! God has heard my prayer.

Another frustrated matter,my 1st test for LAW !! Lord makes some miracle things again,my lecturer said that today don't have enough place to let us sit for the test.
Another shot face appear on my face again....
Ouch..! I'm going to be insane !! *although I'm studied till late night on previous night.

At night, I had attend my church lantern festival celebration. It's nice and I hope God can give me more opportunities to help my church, serve my church,because I know that there is my home,I'm grow up at there, so I'm belong to my church,PBC

Lord, please continue hear my prayer.
I willing to sacrifice my time, my strength to my house.
I hope I can do more for my church
May Lord always be with me and show me the guidance.Amen

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Don't think too much ! =)

Jeb, Don't think too much k?
you should put your 1st priority to serve God.
God will do the rest...So don't feel any regret or sad.
Everything is in the control of God.
God will give me the "best"..!

Ridiculous....?!

Why so angry and frustrated?
just your "item" can't function anymore but you treat it like the doomsday coming to us now.

you see KT, even though his "item" is currently out of service but he didn't feel so serious like you.He just in a bit sad feeling due to he needs to pay for the repairing fees.
I don't understand why she will feel sad when there is something that can't follow or fulfill her requirement and instruction?

she just know how to be frustrated , angry and sad. Come on girl, just a small case k??please...be independent, you're 18 now !! please...!

Is it looks like a kid?
I don't want to scold her anymore,cuz I know that's her behavior.
Now,I just know pray to my Lord, pray for strengthen her mind and let her understand she's 18 now, don't act like a kid !

Lord, please bless us... =|

Saturday, September 11, 2010

A Meaningful Mid-term Semester Break

Yeah...Finally I have found that feeling...!
Thanks God had heard my prayer.
That's the way that I need it.
"there" is my home, now I should go back and stay at "there"

Currently busy for my assignment and my church camp.
There are still many stuffs are waiting for me.
Singing Team practice for the rehearsal,
My assignments and my LAW test,
My church Children's Camp.

Lord, please give me strength to complete these task !
Everything is entrusted to my Lord now....LOL
"I will do the best, and God will do the rest..."

Monday, September 6, 2010

Go back?!

Should I go back to "there"?!
haha...I know "there" need many people to serve.
"there" need more Christian to join it.
New quotation - “在教会时是属灵,一出教会就“数零” !”

"Cooking porridge" with her now..
Everything she just want to win...
Suddenly feel that she quite "cari pasal".
I'm tired to it now, just let her win lo. LOL

Example,when she asking about the details of the event,
I will answer it directly then she will said "wrong!".
LOL...you already know the answer some more ask me for what.
She just like want to test me only.
Ish....!

But I prefer be with her...don't know why...
Maybe that's the blessing of God to me...haha...

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Muka Busuk

Ops....! I met them today...and they are doing "it"....
Ish...! It's ruin my feeling today.But I still need to concentrate on my education.
It's nothing,God will bless me in the next day.

Today feel quite weird,cuz I have saw so many course mates quite moody today.
haha...Maybe the whether make our feeling so DOWN ! LOL.
After school, preparing my math for tomorrow exam.
and I feel it quite hard.So, I will use back my old quotation,
"I do my best,God do the rest !"

Thanks to my friend who gossiping with me, chit-chat during the lesson with me,
make me feel better although I had tired to pretending as normal guy.
But it's still very hard to accept the truth.
Suddenly feel that the "truth" like very serious case to me...haha...actually it's just a cheap sake.
haha....

Nonsense a lot today.LOL
Lastly, wish all my course mates good luck on math's test tomorrow !

Friday, September 3, 2010

"IT"

I like "it" !
but sadly I can't do ''it" well..
maybe I didn't practice as well as him.

I'm interested to "it".
but sadly I can't sacrifice my time to "it".
or maybe not willing to pay for "it".

I try my best to touch "it", but still failed.
So how now? Just be back myself.

As I said before, no EMO's feeling here.
haha...So, stay happy ! Enjoy my life to the max.
God will bless me in my future !

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Fun

*From now on, NO EMO BLOGS HERE !!

Currently thinking about the meaning of "fun"??
Sound weird right?haha...but I really think it deeply..

What is the meaning of it actually?
Fun will give us happiness?just a moment?or long lasting?
When I having my GCB for my supper,is it counted as "fun" ?
haha...For somebody,they maybe answer : "Yes !"

Last week I was attended the INTI CF ~! ^^
It's nice ,thanks to Joshua who keep approaching me to attend it !
During the activity, one of the guy had shared about "fun" with others.

Perhaps I felt it's ridiculous when he put the "fun" as his 1st priority in his current life.
What is his "fun" mean? Having fun with friends? Enjoying time in the club?
What else?Gossiping with your fellows in class? That's all?

Don't forget I'm a Christian !
Pray more, so that I won't loss the way !



Saturday, August 14, 2010

Jebez !! Dont get loss !

Hey Jeb, don't lost the way that shown by our lovely Lord.
He care us, love us and bless us always.
You need His blessing so that you can run your daily live smoothly !
Jeb needs the Lord.

Lord will give Jeb smile always,laugh freely , or maybe happy !!
Thank you Lord that give me everything...
No matter it is good or bad, I understand that Lord is doing for my good sake.


Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Bye,Petty !

Rest In Peace
May God bless you in heaven...

Friday, January 1, 2010

Start From Now

I'm back !!!
First,
wish you all happy new year,
May Lord bless you all in every things !!!

Jebez

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I was blind. But now, I see.