2012

Suddenly feel strange at here...What happen to me?haha...
Its another new beginning for me, although there are lots of memories that I wish I can forget it as soon as possible!

I must keep standing on my own opinion, shouldn't influence by others easily. I keep trying to stand straight unfortunately I feel Im bending to another side i guess.
I loss control to her and Im still dont now what's going on.

Im like lost my way in the jungle during the adventure trip. Just like Im dont know where should I have my lunch after my classes end.Sad to say that Im less pray to God when I face problem, but I still believe God is the creator and He arranges everything to me.

He bring me to her, allow me to crash on her , keep feel frustrated myself cause of her.Few months later on, seriously Im rely on her more than I rely on God. But at last, I wake up from this situation, God taught me somethings at this time.

God makes me realize that I easy to get tempt by a girl who I really fall to. God remind me about it every times. Thanks Lord, you helped me to refresh my mind. I hope she also can accept as the only God in her heart. But honestly I dont have confidence whether I can did it or not. I fall to her strongly and I dont hope that I will loss her one day cause of this religion problem.

Its so hard and suffered if we really break up in this way. Lord, sorry to say that I dont care whether is it the girl that you arrange for me , I love her, I dont care the results at the end, I hope she can be my girl,thats what I really want...

Lord, sorry, this is my only request from now. I hope you can allow me to continue it. That's all. x)

Back to origin =]

Ops...expected!
I know that I will back to like a normal students one day.
It's sounds like sad sad...haha...

But I enjoyed my life so much for this sem.
although my studies are drop till like shit ! =.=
but I'm SPECIAL in my Lord's eyes...

He can see through my heart, my behavior and everything.
because He created me to this world at 1.11.1992
but I always disappointed Him...Sorry Lord !

I still need your guidance, Lord.
There are still so many things I haven't face yet.
Thanks Lord for giving me this opportunity to try this !

Final exam??! just take it easily...
I'm not give up in this final, I will try my best because I'm special.
I'm a Christian that's belong to my Lord ! Amen.

I'm so tired !!

Finally I can have a good rest for this weekend...
Sorry that I absent from BB activities for this Saturday
Cuz I really feel tired indeed especailly this few weeks !!

A lot of assignments and test had ruined my life !!
But now can consider a bit free...lol,just left economic's assignment haven't distribute yet.
Had a nice BBQ party with my fellow classmates last Thursday night.
Haha..I'm enjoy so much at that time.

Thanks to my Lord blessings my way home safely at that night.
And also thanks to the "organizer",Thinesh and Melvin,but I hope they will more focus on their studies and don't skip class again !!
Haha...until here !

P/s : Enjoy life to the max with the guidance of God !! =)

18 of Sept 2010

Before that, I thought today is the most panic day for me.
I'm feel very stress and I just treat it like doomsday.
haha...

Thanks to my Lord again,He arrange it well for me on that day.
Today is my law's test day and the assignment due date. This both tasks is the most exhausting day for me.

But God is so miracle, He helps me to overcome my fear on that day.
He know that I don't have enough time to finish my assignment on that day.
During class time, my lecturer said that she had delayed our assignment due date to next Thursday ! I'm feel shot at that time and I know that this is the arrangement by my lovely God. It's great ! God has heard my prayer.

Another frustrated matter,my 1st test for LAW !! Lord makes some miracle things again,my lecturer said that today don't have enough place to let us sit for the test.
Another shot face appear on my face again....
Ouch..! I'm going to be insane !! *although I'm studied till late night on previous night.

At night, I had attend my church lantern festival celebration. It's nice and I hope God can give me more opportunities to help my church, serve my church,because I know that there is my home,I'm grow up at there, so I'm belong to my church,PBC

Lord, please continue hear my prayer.
I willing to sacrifice my time, my strength to my house.
I hope I can do more for my church
May Lord always be with me and show me the guidance.Amen

Don't think too much ! =)

Jeb, Don't think too much k?
you should put your 1st priority to serve God.
God will do the rest...So don't feel any regret or sad.
Everything is in the control of God.
God will give me the "best"..!